To the memory of Ashot Vartanyan.
I'd like to express my deepest gratitude to my invaluable friend, Ashot Vartanyan.
He's been helping me sinceuniversity. He was my literary mentor. True, not my first, but my second. After all, when I was studying at the Gorky Literary Institute, I was under the mentorship of Ruslan Kireev.
Ashot helped me with literally everything. He was one of those people who helped without any self-interest, simply because, as he once said, he saw something in me.
Ashot helped me defend my thesis with distinction, and then often invited me to Old Arbat for lunch, just to talk about life, or to have tea. He never supported anything that was going on around him. And he remained steadfast.
And that's why I'm proud to have been his friend.
We wrote two books together throughout our lives. One of them was dedicated to my dear grandfather.
It so happened that Ashot had been getting sick frequently lately. He gave so much to others and helped so many people that he completely forgot about himself.
He completely forgot about his own heart. Many people told him to pay attention. But he continued to live as if nothing had happened. To live and help people.
In the last two years, he called an ambulance very often because his health was getting worse.
And just recently, I learned that he had passed away.
It was a real blow for me. It was sudden. Because I didn't even have time to properly meet him again and give him the book "Genesis of Lacrima," as I had planned.
Honestly, I'm completely dejected now. Because I don't understand what's next. How did this happen... After all, just recently, his being alive was taken for granted. And now everything. Everything is in the past. Our get-togethers in cafes, our conversations, our collaboration on the first two books are in the past. How did this happen? Why?
One thing comforts me. We managed to do a lot together, and he truly guided me all these years. He led me forward along my creative path.
But our paths diverged....
Oh, if only we could truly know that that (other) world exists. And Ashot really is alive, somewhere out there... far, far away. It's just a shame I can't say "thank you" to him again for everything he did. I can't shake his hand anymore...
Rest in peace, friend.










































